Do you know the feeling? Do you know the steps that lead up to self-forgetfulness? Do you realize the weight of the feeling when you realize you’ve walked away from the things the Lord has placed in your heart?

I have become so busy.
I have turned my gaze from the things HE put in my heart.

Oh, NO. no, no, no, no, no.

Now is not the time.

You see, the Devil has put it in my head that right now I just don’t have time to be me. I don’t have time to rest. I don’t have time to seek. I don’t have time to listen to worship music for hours, or to dig into my Bible for hours, or to journal and write to Abba all night long. I don’t have the time or energy for that.

SATAN GO BACK TO YOUR HOME RIGHT NOW. GO BACK TO THE PIT, I REBUKE YOUR LIES.

Now is the most important time to be doing those things. Oh, I’m almost in tears. Now is the time I need to press into Jesus more than ever. It is SO crucial right now that Satan knew he had to attack it.

Oh, he is.. he is a wretch.

My heart is so heavy and tried from trying to do all of this on my own without rest, without spending time with my Best Friend.

Oh, this ends now.
No more lies. No more lies. 

(Source: thereisabetterway)